Signs

I was walking by a blind man. He said, "son I can see your pain on your face." I stopped because clearly this man could not see. I asked him to repeat what he has spoken to me. He replied once more, "son I can see your pain on your face." I then walked away from the blind man and shrugged off what he had said to me. To my surprise I stumbled upon a woman whom I knew was deaf. She said to me, "son I can hear your heart and soul crying out for help." I paused for a second and continued to walk. Even more confused I sat on an empty bench. I man whom I had known to have a heart blacker than a rotting root said to me, "son I can feel your pain." This was shaping up to be a strange day. The sunshine and blue skies turned into darkness. People and other scenery disappeared from around me. I fell to my knees, then to my back. As I lay I lost feeling in all of my extremities and my hearing leaves me. Then my vision dissipates and all I have is a sudden weakened voice. I ask what is going on in a weak, raspy voice. a bolt of lightning hits me. My feeling soon returns as well as my other bodily functioning. It felt like I had been in a fight. That's just it. I was in a fight-the fight of my life-the fight for my life. It was a fight I could not win. I did not take heed to all of my previous warnings and I kept on walking. I was no match for the Power. The Power kept calling me but I kept ignoring it. The Signs can not be ignored ever. I now realize what has to be done.

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I can not for the life of me understand why I have such bad luck with women. I am a simple guy, a simple person. It does not take much to please me or to make me happy. I can deal with just about anything except dishonesty and if I feel like I am being used. Even if our "love" affair never makes it to the end if you keep it real with me we can always be friends. But if we are dealing with each other and all of a sudden you change up on me of course I am going to question what is going on. For example if we had definite plans and it is time to make that move do not disappear until the next day. I have seen that movie before. Do not try to come between me and my friends. You will be canceled. Do not only hit me up because you are lonely or you "miss me." I am not some toy that can be played with at your convenience. Do not bad mouth my family or your own family. You will be canceled. Do not just feed me excuse on top of excuse. Do not just hit me up for sex(well maybe this one is not too bad if I don't have any attachments at the time haha).Yeah let's just forget my last statement. Anyways I am a grown man. I am tough. I can take rejection or whatever. I do need honesty. It just seems like it is always something with me and a female. Just cant seem to get right. I have looked in the man in the mirror as well. I have flaws as well BUT above all else I am HONEST and no one will ever have to guess where we stand. There is no in between. It is all black and white. You ask me a question and it will not be the same textbook answer. You ask me how I feel and I will tell you better yet show you. Whomever that lady will be to make me the luckiest better yet the most blessed man in the world, I ask that all bags be checked at the door. We can drop our baggage at the same time. Just put your hand in mine, and let's leave our troubles behind and don't look back.